♥ Ru on Thursday, January 7, 2010


After talking to my partner today, he made me realised that after so many years of living on earth, I actually still have no freedom at all. A lot of times, I admit that in order to do certain things, I will need to conceal the fact. Although everything that I want to do / achieve is legal, ethical and moral but still, a lot of times, I still received the objection.

I was still thinking, if there's anything I can do to get more freedom in my own life. After all, how many things in life, other than continuing to work for the sake of money, did she approve of me doing?

I feel like trading for my freedom, I just want like maybe 2 years of it, at least I get it once. Otherwise, I'm not too sure why am I still around? Why am I still sitting here on earth. What exactly did I live for? If it's not for myself?